I swear I've been writing the same update blog post for the past month but I haven't known where to start really... There's been so much going on as you can imagine. It’s been over half a year since I’ve written anything here... the twins are 10 months! 10 MONTHS. How did that even happen??? [...]
A letter to my baby fathers baby mama
R B, I found you on social media and for the first time in the long time you've been around our baby daddy YOU ARE REAL. I know, even without my presence, he's hurt you in ways I can only imagine but now I see you I feel like I need to reach out and [...]
Single. Mama. My Diary- What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger?
Just a heads up that this is going to be a ranty, moany post BUT I need you all to know that despite this I am aware of how blessed I am to have twins, to have successfully carried children and to be able to even get pregnant at all. I'm not ungrateful I just [...]
Single. Mama. My Diary. NICU realness.
I think I've rewritten this post about 10 times because my Neonatal Intensive Care experience with the twins seems so minor compared to what I imagine other parents go through with their children who have spent time there too. I hadn't ever really thought in depth about what the NICU stay must be like or [...]
2018 Blessings. A twin birth story.
On a frikkin freezing January morning I headed out for a 9am appointment at the hospital- my 34 week scan! All was well in the world... Obviously still pregnant. Not a Braxton Hicks in sight. Stretch marks looked as though they were about to make an appearance. Excited that I had managed to secure a [...]
2017 mistakes. Am I allowed forgiveness?
2017 was a rough year for me and the reality is that the majority of it was my own doing. I've had to really reach deep inside myself, acknowledge the worst parts of me and work hard on changing. Some of my aims for this coming year is to focus on myself, develop my sense [...]
Single. Mama. My Diary. Struggling with everything.
So I wrote a pregnancy update a week ago talking about how I was doing well and how I've been keeping active etc... Well my friends that ship has sunk, very quickly I might add. Basically overnight. Eliyah hurt his arm, I took him to a&e, a nurse popped his elbow back into place, 2 [...]
