Fuck me. You read that title right. I have 1 year old twins and a 2 year old. And I'm a single parent. What am I doing? This has, without a doubt, been THE hardest year of life. Emotionally, logistically, physically... everything. I get asked a lot how I do it. The truth is I [...]
Single. Mama. My Diary… Back Again
I went back. There we go. I said it. I went back to my baby father. And whilst it was happening I couldn't write about it because I was really trying to give it a go AND looking over countless red flags that I should have trusted my gut with. Right now I can't go [...]
Pregnant with my best friend…
So no one warned me that having a child would change the friendships I have. I feel like its definitely something that got looked over in pregnancy manuals just like the trauma of your first poo after childbirth (seems like common sense but when your focused on how a head will make it out your [...]
Single. Mama. My Diary. Baby Father Guilt.
My baby father. I haven't been able to get him out of my head this past week. I LITERALLY have had 3/4 hours sleep every night because the anxiety will just not let my mind rest. He's not around and I feel guilty about that. At the same time part of me feels like it's [...]
28 week twin pregnancy update.
I'm big. Like the size of a woman who's 37 weeks with one baby BIG. I do not know how I'm going to get through the next 10 weeks. How will my body cope with more growth??? I've already got close to 6 pounds worth of baby boys dancing around inside of there... that number [...]
Will I give my babies the boob? Breastfeeding dilemma!
This past week I decided to start tackling my 'baby essentials' checklist and after looking through the list of clothes the twinsneed and finalising my double pram with buggy board attachment choice I moved onto feeding equipment. To pump or not to pump THAT is the question. Safe to say breastfeeding has been on my [...]
Single. Mama. My Diary- Loneliness
With Eliyah being so young still and with the tiredness that pregnancy brings I don't often get much time to just be and collect my thoughts. But Saturday gone Eliyah had settled down to bed early, I was not yet ready to sleep and no one was around. Usually I would really look forward to [...]
